I think it's all fake. I don't think it's what God designed it to be. I think we've let ourselves become to ingrown, too comfortable with what the western version says it should be. there has to be more, there needs to be reality. I know it's out there, I see glimpses from other places. there is hope. but there is also still a bubble. a light, fluffy and self-indulged version of what Christ really died to bring.
and I don't think I can handle the facade anymore. it's bad enough to deal with my own selfishness, pride and hypocrisy. I don't want to be involved in a mass setting of it.
3 comments:
I'm glad you have hope. I'm not sure I still do for this institution. i heart you! and orphans and widows.
I <3 you as well. and am glad that despite all the changes in life, new friends and old, we're still able to "keep it REAL"!! boo-yaa!
may this christmas season be our best yet. bahahahahhaa!
new friends?? what friends? I'm glad you have some. I just wish for more. or that I could be with my old ones.
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